I just feel so alone and I’ve cried myself to sleep far too often this last week. 

My head has decided to just attack and bring me down when ever it gets the chance. I feel like I have a crappy evil side thats taken to shouting all of my insecurities and constantly replaying all the worst experiences over and over again. 

All I can hope for is that in 10 years I will be happy and stable in my life. I really wish there was a way for us to speak to our future selfs. That they could travel back and tell the present me that it does all get better, that I just need to hang in there and everything will be alright. 

(One day I’ll stop posting such depressing and bitchy posts on here I promise. At the moment this just seems like the only place that i can offload some of my shizz.)